All The Bright Places

I'm torn between wanting Finch to survive and not.
I like Finch, because he's witty, smart, adventurous, and just a dash of being realist, and he also suffers from things which I could somehow relate to.

The thing with suicidal characters is that, I like them. I like them enough to wish that they shouldn't die because there's still a lot of stuff that is better to do even if I know in first hand that it's not...

I don't want them to die because of my own selfishness.
Which is mostly the case for those who wants to 'help' those 'victims'.
Because it's they're own selfishness that drives those people over the edge. So F*ck you all!
>_< hahahah

There is also a part of me that wants them to die. Because for one fact I'm fascinated of death and the other is because suicide is a form of making a statement. It's a force that drives you to nothingness, to giving up, to being put up with life. It's an act of "Just for once, I want to be selfish too. Even if it's the last thing I do."

I'm not romanticizing 'it'(I feel like I'm being to redundant). I just feel like someone should also view it from the victim's perspective, and not just because you think it's not morally right.(I would not deal with morality for now)

Suicide is something that should be dealt critically and not offhandedly. Making cruel remarks such us "Go die" or "you should just kill yourself" and when you did try, you would be branded as "freak" or "disgusting".

Oh the Irony (Go die humans, scum of the earth)

Just look to the part where Rape cases are dealt with seriousness. You don't just simply joke about rape, so why does this not apply to suicide? Why? When suicide takes life while rape takes only innocence?
(I'm not depreciating the value of rape or anything, I'm just stating an idea. If you're intelligent enough, you won't take offense)

So, I got side tracked too much instead of just explaining my feeling about the book,anyways that's all for now...
and I still need to finish the book.

P.S. I'm abruptly ending this because I can't think of a good way to wrap this up. My fumes have been extinguished...

AHHAHAHAH